The Atonement

I'm SO SO Grateful for the Atonement in my life. I'v had some big trials in my life the past couple of years, and fell of the good path, and went to the bad path. I wont go into details on here, I can say moving back home and being around good family and friends has helped me be a better person. I'v had the experience to use the atonement in my life recently and I'm so grateful. Its an amazing experience to go through and learn. I know there is some family that does judge me and that is ok, Maybe you should take Elder Dieter F Uchtorfs advice "Just Stop" Judging others, I like his other quote "Dont judge me because I sin differently then you." Until you have sat down and talked about my whole experience don't judge, you don't know all the details. I know I'm ready and have made the change in my life, to be a stronger person and better person. I can actually say I am happy with where my life is going, I have alot to still change and do better, I keep improving one day at a time. I know I'm on the right path now. I currently have a job that I love and the people I work with, My 2 uncles work for the company, my cousin Jake does as well, its fun to see them. I am currently out of school, I do plan on going back, I have 2 semesters left to finish my bachelors degree in chemistry, I am transferring my credits to the University of Utah. (Yes they are all transfering which makes me so happy) After I am applying to pharmacy school (which i am so excited to do still) Yes its taken me a bit longer, because of the trials, the best part is I haven't given up.

I'm also grateful for these trails in my life (Never though I would say this) lol I am now looking back, I realized times got hard and still are going to get hard, If i can overcome all this I can over come anything in life, I think I will be a stronger person, A great Mother and Wife and Friend, Anything that comes my way I know I can handle after all those big trials in my life. Here is my 2 recent pix I'm back to happy Chandy!!! :)

GRATEFUL FOR FAMILY

I am so GRATEFUL for family. These last couple of months, I'v grown closer to all my families on both sides. I fell off the good path the last couple of years, and didn't care about family or friends much, or myself. One thing I know is that family is always there for you no matter what. These past couple of months since I have been home, I've opened up more to my family and friends and shared my experiences with the trial I have been through and what I have been doing, I'm not going into details on here, I really don't know who reads this, I can say I'm grateful for all my family. I appreciate your texts,calls,emails and facebook messages, each sweet message has made a difference in my life. I'm glad most of you stood by me! :) Yup I love my family! :) (Sorry all these pictures were taken years ago) I don't have any recent ones of family!! :)

My dad's Side of the Family (The Kendricks)

Mom's Side of the Family (The Mellings)

Friends and Memories!!!! :)

I have currently moved back home due to some trials in my life, I have realized I am so excited and blessed to be home now. I have some of the greatest friends where i live. Here are some good memories, I can't wait to create more memories with these wonderful friends!! I'm so grateful that they are non judgmental and have been there for me through the good and the bad. All you guys are awsome! :)

My 2 best Friends Camille, and Mindy

Alysha,Shaylee,my cousin megan and Me at temple square

Kristin,Me and Rebecca,Jack

Mcikell and Rebecca playing cards

Great Harvest Girl

Little Bourke,Me and Camille

Layton Roommates:Steph and Alysha (They are awsome girls)

Great Harvest Crew (Yes Little Bourke is licking my arm don't ask why) lol

Friend Ben Denzer and Me

Kayla and Dave's Wedding!!!!!

My Cousin Kayla got Married To David DaCosta on June 11,2011 in the Salt Lake Temple for all time and eternity. I'm really excited for them both! :)

Kayla and David

Kayla and I right after she got married

Me and Kelci

Bride and Groom First Dance

Bride and Father Dancing

Mellings/Rawlings Easter Party 2011

Easter this year we had a mellings/Rawlings Easter Party. We had a fun BBQ and then after we had an Easter egg hunt. It was a lot of fun spending time with all my fun cousins.


All of us huddling together, it was kinda cold that day! ;)





Uncle Jason and Aunt Jen





All the little Kids Getting ready for the Easter Egg Hunt




Crystal,Kelsey,Jesse,Me,Austin,Dave and Kayla getting ready for the adult Easter egg hunt.


Easter BBQ



Rawling boys and Zach playing on the trampoline.

SPRING SEMESTER 2011

WORK- Got a new job At VECTOR MARKETING -I'M a Personal Recruit Receptionist. Great pay, great friend/Co worker, Love TEAM NIGHT OUTS! :)





SCHOOL- Doing great in all my classes, except for CHEMISTRY! All I'm hoping is I pass with a C+. I moved out of Winter Haven and Moved to PROVO, Love it so much, great ward and very social

CHRISTMAS WITH THE KENDRICK/MELLINGS 2010

So I have not updated my blog in awhile,a lot has happened, Had a GREAT Christmas with the KENDRICK/MELLINGS. I'm so lucky to have so many cousins and aunts and uncles I am truly blessed! :) Here is some pictures from Christmas.